SCRIBBLYTOWN

goodbye

2011-02-20T21:55:00.001+08:00

It's time to make a new blog, bye scribblytown. Forever in my heart. ALWAYS.

pouty

2011-01-16T01:13:00.001+08:00

SIGHHHHHHH

1/1/11

2011-01-02T01:01:00.003+08:00

think my face gonna be like that tmr and ..... when school reopens. No plans tomorrow, and i miss the boyfriend now.

OKAY IM SO DAMN LAZY TO BLOG ABOUT THE SUMMARY OF 2010 KAYYYYYYY so you must WAIT.

SHOPPING WAS FUN with nigel but i really hate myself for spending $$$$$ but it's like...addictive. HOW TO STOP? Give me a solution. Oh sorry, your solution dont work. SIGH

ehhhhhh timbaland is fat but he got the sort of "charm" in his video 'If we ever meet again' RIGHT????? omg anyway burhan G is hawt tooooo but whatev my bf also hawt :P

i can't stand my randomness i'm sorry bye

I'll never be the same, if we ever meet again. Wont let you get away, if we ever meet again.

p/s btw today is a saturday

hi 2011, bye 2010!

2011-01-01T03:07:00.002+08:00

2011 is here?!?!!?!!?!!?!
SO FAST???

(that explains the face) ^

ok so how????? NOW WHATZ? RESOLUTIONS.

Which will not be shown here because.......this time my resolutions are gonna be in my pweety pweety schedule book :-)

YEP. But whatever it is, let 2011 be a gooood one.

OH YA and my "2010 was..." post is still in progress. Coming up when im....finally not lazy! Wooohoooooo

Spend 2011 happily every1!!!!!

randomz

2010-12-31T13:53:00.000+08:00

awww so soundly asleeeep. so shweetz!

last day of 2010

2010-12-31T13:39:00.002+08:00

Today's the last day of 2010. Any blog post to summarize the whole of 2010? I dont know... Should be. IT'S BEEN A YEAR. A HARD HARD YEAR FOR ME.

well i guess 2011's gonna be hard too, but thats the way it is. I'll blog more later ;)

Today's gonna be a long day since i've decided to head town and get:

1) BRAAAAA

2) kutiepie files and pens from takashimaya using vouchers LOL

3) use up my valid till 31st dec 20% voucher from topshop

yeaaaap with the boyfriend so xoxo! Spend your last day of 2010 wisely AND happily :)

Mixxy Wednesday

2010-12-30T00:20:00.002+08:00

So I'm blogging from my itouch now... And i'm feeling mixed up. Happy sad angry and all. Today was a mixed feelings day. I shall explain:

Sleepy: in the morning was really sleepy but looking at the time I know I can't stay asleep anymore or I'd be late for shopping. And looking at whiny's cutieface, I know I have to bring him for a walk no matter how tired I am or I won't be able to accompany him for the rest of the day.

Happy: shopping with Nigel was fun, getting eggcited for prom and finding the perfect dress wasn't too bad. Kept my mind off unhappy things too so that makes me happy

Angry: on the way home china people are squeezing crazily in the bus, giving no fuckcare bout ppl around them like me. They only know how to squeeze and talk loudly like k know I'm mean but you no face one ah? This is sg not china

Sad+ angry: finally got myself a seat at the back of the bus but with a Malay couple who got all touchy and lovey dovey with one another and hugging like mad. Made me miss the boyfriend but angry cuz it's public why are they doing so much please go home lovey dovey noone will care don't do in bus especially when its crowded and you keep hitting the person beside you (which is me) zzzz

so yeah that's my day omg I should really stop spending bought quite a number of things today yknow the you just can't resist and give in to temptation kinda feeling? That's me just now

prom is coming I don't care whether I'm gonna be pretty or not anymore IDC

I need you now. I need you now. I need you now. I'm falling fast, but the truth is I'm not scared at all.

#23

2010-12-29T10:49:00.003+08:00

whiny : "Not again......."

oooooo do you see his kuku? I just realized -___- but so kute!! cannot dont post.

POLKADOTZ NAILS done @ 1am+ last night

yadayadayada everyone's like saying WOAH 2010 SO FAST GONE! YA. yes. very fast. I'm glad.

Okay more later i promise! Heading out to find the prefect dress for prom soon. *prays* OKAY so bye :)

(im always painting my nails at an unearthly hour what.is.wrong.with.me)

waiting outside the lines

2010-12-26T23:11:00.003+08:00

Pouting and missing the boyf and also eggcited bout prom shopping with @hausofnarcissa on wednesday!!

Sigh today was a tad too boring for a sunday but! Tomorrow will be a better day. Should i go to night safari tomorrow night??

okay time to lie on bed. too much com is bad for eyes, ni9hts!

you'll never enjoy your life

living inside the box

you're so afraid of taking chances

how you gonna reach the top?

- waiting outside the lines

nini

2010-12-26T14:54:00.000+08:00

Whiny: YAY FOOOOOOOD!!!!!

#0000

2010-12-26T14:46:00.003+08:00

rainbow cuppycake ^^

So anyway yesterday was CHRISTMASSSSSS wanna say HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESUSSSSS woohoooooo *pop* i luv my prezzzies

Gunna leave house to bring the doggie over to ganny's placeee soon and ALSO snipping his doggie fur off tmr.

STAY TUNE TO SEE FURBALL WHINY!

p/s detest the boyfriend sometimes but love the boyfriend most of the time

pp/s luv yoo every1

crazy xmassy post

2010-12-23T23:50:00.006+08:00

I luv yew gals, alwayyyys!

So HI. TOMORROW IS CHRISTMAS EVE!!!!!! ^^ who is eggcited bout it hmmmmm??? MEEEEEEEEEE! b e c a u s e *sorry to brag* momsy and poppy got me my polaroid and baby got me my colourful instax film and now im so happy! Ya and also, i know afew of my prezzies alr like my f21 bag and necklace *hearts* OKKKKKKK

i feel like im typing differently.

BUT WHATEVAAAAA OH YAAAA i saw this pretty heart shape bareback dress and it cost less than 20 and now im really wanting it which im thinking of getting it tmr BUT. sigh guilty guilty from 700 in my bank till 2 digit numbers SOMEONE PLEASE WAKE ME UP????? Sorry God, I love you God, thanks for blessing me SO SO MUCH and spoiling me i luv yew!

OKAYYY other than being able to open prezzies on xmas, we musnt forget that it's JESUS'S BIRTHDAY!!!!!! woooohoooo i love you Jesus!!!!

OK :> im mad bye im waiting for 12am tmr wooohooo & its prezzzzies time!!!!

Fo'now, Merry Xmas Eve's eve :)

btw my fringe is a total screw and my mind's like ^%#^@#%^@#563q sigh

feel the rain on your skin

noone else can feel it for you

noone else, noone else,

can speak the words on your lips

drench yourself in words unspoken

live yourself with arms wide open

today is where your book begins

the rest is still UNWRITTEN

new hair

2010-12-20T22:09:00.001+08:00

IS WAY SHORTER THAN BEFORE T_____T not too bad

and and, love my ring??????? I GOT IT AT THE BEST PRICE hahahaha @ a flea ^^ tsk

:)

2010-12-20T12:09:00.001+08:00

gonna go out to get my hair snip off now! and the nails are painstakingly painted by MYSELF ahhahaha last night @ 2.30am. PRO right. kk bb

p/s my dog is a qtpie you have to agree

peace out

2010-12-13T19:06:00.001+08:00

woohoooo dr martens!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and narnia later :)

oh guess what i bought a cross connector ring with @corrinnelwy at only 5 bucks!!! be zealous plzzz muahahahaha byeeee!!!!!

thunde-r

2010-11-29T10:01:00.002+08:00

I'm leaving house in half an hour

to go to work

@ topshop

but before that,

I'm bringing little whiny to gramp's house.

It's my first day of work,

all the best to me ^^

You're unlike any other, you'll always be my thunder

cuz you can, get the knockout

2010-11-27T23:46:00.002+08:00

oh btw, who even visits this blog??????

omg this blog is so shit. Like it's real dead. only alive when ME, the owner decides to revive it for a day or so.

But then again, i do visit blogs which have been dead for quite awhile, just to hope theres a post. It's just...normal. Like you're already used to going there till you'll still go there tho there's nothing new. It's normal right?.......................or is it not?

I'm so hooked to KNOCK OUT by nickiminaj & lil wayne hahahaha

OH YEAH im also (hopefully) gonna start work at topshop HAHAAHAHA retarded but eggciting i think i'll end up buying clothes from there -.-

geez theres nothing much to talk about here

get the knock out

2010-11-27T23:34:00.000+08:00

feeling messed up so

JUST KNOCK ME OUT

but still, Me > you.

sincerityyyy makes me feel good. WILL BE BACK xoxo

2010-11-27T00:22:00.002+08:00

(sorry for the bad photography skills lol the cam's fault)

THIS IS WHAT SINCERITY MEANS. AWWWWW i love my (ex)colleagues so much teehee. Like seriously, i've known them for less than 2 weeks or so? and i've only worked there for like 10 days. YET, they still did this for me. Not to mention the royce chocolate and a teddybear.

I feel so loved. *hearts hearts hearts x10*

btw im kinda lazy to blog bout my birthday cele right now. Im also chionging this so i could go back to hugging zh and watching shutter. Bloop.

I'll be back!!!! xx, when im not lazy to on the power button of the PC. HEHHEHEH usually i only blog when the boyfriend has done playing with his game and had left the com on :P

IM SO LAZY RIGHT. yadayada byeeee

i wanna go flea tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i need to get something. spend $$. anything. HELPZXZ

whiny

2010-11-16T12:03:00.002+08:00

THIS IS WHINY :

THIS IS ME AND WHINY :

and now, he's officially my sweet QTpie. My doggie. Somehow, i dont feel like im a dog owner. It still feels like everyday is a normal day, with or without a dog. Only thing is, i've to walk him everyday. But it's okay, i dont mind. I love walking the dog with the boyfriend. I luvvvvv ^^

so as you've heard, i've quitted my job. No questions, no regrets. Maybe alittle, but whatev. I'm hoping to find a new, better job. However, i'm glad i'm still keeping in touch with my (ex)colleagues :) They're one of the nicest people i know. Talking bout this..i miss my friends. I miss my bestfriend. And she messaged me last midnight, HAHA gonna meet her sooooon

ITS OFFICIALLY A WEEK MORE TO MY BIRTHDAY!!!!! and my birthday party. I really really really hope it would be a success. *prays* It's also 6 more days to me and the boyf's 2nd year anniversary. IT HAS BEEN LONG. *hearts all over*

meeting corrinne to have lunch soon. Thank goodness the part time maid is here so whiny wont be alone at home. whiny whiny whiny. Whiny doesnt whine. HAHA.

this is SUCH A RANDOM POST.

p/s i think whiny loves boyfriend more than me T____T esther says he's a bisexual HAHA kidding maybe my boyfriend's just too lovable ^^ HAHA

backy

2010-11-13T00:25:00.003+08:00

AND SO, I'M BACK AGAIN. It's been long, it's been dead. Haa, talk about reviving this blog and blogging everyday again. WHAT A LIE, i know. But whatev. My days are revolving around work dog bf family work. WORK? I hate work.

My previous posts are all about finding a job/getting a job but now i really wished i didnt. Not like my job's really bad or anything...its good, pay's good, there's samples to nom on, colleagues all friendly and nice, but seriously it's the MANAGER that's making me hate it so much. She acted like an angel which got me thinking working there's fine but once im in, im out. Out as in, no angel manager and i wish i wasnt in.

AIYA WHAT THE HECK AM I TALKING ABOUT blah whateva it is, my point is i hate my manager which makes me hate work. ok.

OH TMR'S SATURDAY, who's working? Me. Who's going out? Not me.

OH YA SO I GOT THE DOG. WHEEHEEEEE he's an angel. He's a dog that doesnt bark. He's just....whiny. HIS NAME IS WHINY :D and we all love him. WE = my whole family and friends that had seen him. hehehehehhehe

I REALLY HOPE, MY BDAY PARTY WILL BE A SUCCESS. i dont wanna talk much about it now cuz whenever i think of my bday bbq party or whatsoever, i get scared. yes. about stupid things.

kkkkkk i shall end abruptly.

Yes/no? Pomeranian breed

2010-10-27T14:34:00.005+08:00

Hi, this is regarding about adopting a dog. (as seen from above) p/s so cute right!!!!!

I AM SO CONFUSED. Mom sent me a mail saying :

Dear Pal,

Anyone interested in keeping a dog as a pet?

I have a small breed Pomeranian that I have been kept for 3 years since 6 weeks old. Due to personal commitment, I am looking for dog lover who can adopt.

Hereby brief description as follows:

3 yrs
Brown
Small
Male
Toilet train
Friendly & Quiet.
Simply love human

SO HOWWWW??? Its soooo cute. Okay, so it's kinda hard to get my mom to say OK/YES for a dog. SHE ALWAYS SAY NO TO DOGS. (i dont know whats her prob, maybe she's scared -.-) And this time she didnt say yes but she was considering. She actually CONSIDERED having a dog. And it's a big chance for me, needa quickly grab the opportunity.

However...I dont really mind a pomeranian, but i would have prefered a maltese. Whatever it is, both are cute. I WANT!!!

I also understand, to adopt a pet means to take full responsibility and be an awesome owner. WHICH ALSO EQUALS TO : 1) Not neglecting your pet
2) Treat them well
3) Take good good good care of it

Okay what else? I know theres alot. Needa go wiki dog care to check (according to brid lol)

And currently, i've been staying out quite alot. Plus im gonna start work this friday, which means i wont be home for almost the whole day. How bout school next year? WILL THE DOG BE LONELY THIS WAY? And if you are a dog owner right now, may I know if it will go to your room if you need some privacy? DOES IT INVADE YOUR PRIVACY?

I really need help to decide. im bad at deciding such things.

Dad said Ok, Mom says ___ , and now im just waiting for zh to say ok. I always look to zh for answers cuz he always look at a far view, unlike me who makes decisions on impulse. HOWEVER, i need more people's opinions. If you're reading this now, whats your opinion on adopting this cute little baby?

PLEASE HELP. I need answers. THANK YOUUUU!

btw if i dont get a dog i'll prolly get a laptop or something. HAHA ya dog or laptop?!

heyhihoha

2010-10-27T00:07:00.002+08:00

it feels like my nose's gonna drop off anytime and my throat's gonna .. i dont know

im in pain

but whatever

i dont really care

actually

i do

but then

what can i do

drink salt water?

done that.

drink plain water?

done that too.

dont eat heaty things?

resisting.

so?

its not getting any better

my favourite honey and lemon strepsils,

Y U NO HELP MY THROAT?

sobs

x100000000

God,

Please

Heal

Throat

Not

Let

Nose

Feel like it's falling off

THKX

I taste blood in my nose

but they wont bleed out

frikkin uncomfortable

fook me life

boohoo

it's 12.13am

my boy thinks im sleepin

think he's gonna keel me

i dont wanna go school tmr

i hate school

i dont wanna sleep

my eyebags are ___

i need a laptop

a new phone

earpiece

i can go dream of getting those now

if i can sleep

which im gonna try to now

goodbye

sayonara

oyasumi

zai jian

T_T :D :) ): :P :B :@ ^^ (-(oo)-)

thats not my name

2010-10-26T19:22:00.003+08:00

They call me hell

They call me stacey

They call me her

They call me jane

Thats not my name

That's not my name '

That's not my name

Waiting for the text with a green light so i can leave my house. SO LONGGGGGGG~ hunger pangs

TODAY WAS :>>>>

Class was boring as usual, i don't know why did i even go to school but since my mum sorta "begged"me, I went. Can tell she was really irritated by guo/cikgu. PLEASE STOP CALLING.

And then in class chinese teacher confessed she used to be a PE TEACHER and POLICE OFFICER. *gasps* you can omg now. HAHAHAHAH literally the whole class(which consists of less than 10 pathetic ppl including me) LOLED. Seriously if you look at my chi tcher you wouldnt believe it. She look just like a typical ahma you see on the street. And one that doesnt look like she lives in a bungalow. what a shock.

Then yuqi came over and i painted her nailsssssssssssssssssss heehee the girl's happy with her baby pink and baby green/blue mickey mouse nails. 8) Then we talked. And talked. And talked. And she left.

Brought little leia to my place, GOSH SHE IS SMART OKAY. A song was played on okto sang by teenagers and she sang along with it. I was like wtf??? "Meimei you know how to sing this song ah???" and she went like "YÄ!" with her baby voice hahaha and she's only 2 -_-

kk got the msg BYEBYE im gonna go eat prata with baby at railway now bb x100

animals and polaroid

2010-10-25T15:45:00.005+08:00

I WANT A RABBIT. I WANT A RABBIT. I WANT A RABBIT. I WANT A RABBIT. Okay actually i want a dog but lookkkkkk, the rabbit's soooOOoo cute right!!! Gahhhhh.

Actually i want everything la. I did mention i want a pet pig before, dog, now rabbit also have -.-
Im sucha bullshitter.

I WANT A POLAROID. YES!!!!! let's talk about non-living things since i cant take care of living things at the moment (cuz i cant take care of myself already) SO YA gosh ive never had a polaroid camera before, or a polaroid film. WTF RIGHT how old am i already?! (Let's not talk bout ppl in africa dont have this and that k -.-) Never had one. Okay maybe have but its different.

'But then again, i can live without a polaroid. So. BUT I STILL WANT A POLAROID. hahahaha wtshit.

Okay enough who cares bout what i want. Why do i feel a sorethroat coming up!!!!! I havent had famous amos in 2 days only. I need it today so i really do not need the sorethroat to come at this point of time. Pwease.

Anw babe's gonna be at my place around 5+ and we're gonna cook dinner for ourselves and momsy! weeheee

SWEET HOR?

:>

2010-10-24T22:00:00.003+08:00

BOOOOOYAAA

its confirmed that im starting work next fri already so if ya bored do find me up at Ion's Nippon-ya (jap food boutique, NOT a restaurant, more like tidbits shop) down at basement next to muji and artbox okay! Not like i'll entertain you but....yea.

im okay with the job actually...pay good, people good(i think), everything good...EXCEPT THE WORK ATTIRE. sorry if i've ranted this on twitter already but seriously, i REALLY REALLY REALLY (if you know me well) DONT WANT TO WEAR POLO T AND JEANS EVERYDAY. it's so fugly. Im not that kind of sexy/hot/pretty kind of girl where i can wear anything simple and look good in it. I just cant, im just not. Honestly i think i'm a piece of shit in polo t and jeans.

but...

after much consideration, im only going there to work right? So does my outfit matters? It's the money im getting that matters. If the pay is good, why not? PLUS, i can always change before and after work. SO, im sticking with it.

I sound like i've grown up now..HAHA.

OKAY kinda scared and excited.

gonna talk to my baby on the phone now. byeeee xoxo OH AND WEEKENDS ARE MY FAVE DAYS OF THE WEEK. Babe everyday :)

CENSORED

2010-10-21T23:01:00.006+08:00

<-------- I AM SERIOUSLY FEELING LIKE THIS NOW. LIKE HEADACHE AH, cannot upload the drawing I drew during class. Not that it's very nice... BUT STILL!!!!!!! I WANNA UPLOAD IT @!#%!$@?!

whatever. YOU CAN STILL SEE IT HERE: http://the unicornfactory.tumblr.com/post/1366587133/yeah-i-dont-know-why-i-cant-edit-out-the-extra

wtf the link is .. LOL?

This post is shit. Honestly, i think it's the worst post ever.

Before i end this shitty post....I FOUND A JOBBBBB!!!!!!!!!!!! YES, BUT THEN!!!!! i still cant decide if i really wanna work there yet so... im gonna hit town after school tomorrow with my babe and see if there's any better jobs out there if not, i'll just stick to this. WAIT FOR THE GOOD NEWS TOMORRRRRROWWWW! (good news for me la, to you idk)

weehee bye

OH AND FUCK SCHOOL. school sucks.

Busybee

2010-10-18T22:45:00.002+08:00

I'm on itouch now and I'm pretty bored cuz there's no nice sites to go so... Hi!

Spending every single day of my holidays with my babe. Prata was SO GOOD for dinner. Hey hey I wanna get fat someone help? Feed me feed me all that you can.

This weeek shall be a busy week! Gonna get nail polishes, baby everyday, go for Halloween with my babies @ night safari, try to make time to meet hiro and etc. WOW I love being busy. At least I know I won't be bored rotting at home becuz rotting at home and being home alone means I won't be getting food(don't wanna go out eat alone) which also equals to skinny girl.

Yeap anybody wants to keep me busy? LOL more than happy ;) kkk bai.

need

2010-10-17T22:15:00.000+08:00

I need a job

badly

Sundays

2010-10-17T13:55:00.002+08:00

Awake at 10.30am, waited for zh to wake up (and hearing his loud snores in the midst of waiting), ate chips for breakfast, drank minute maid pulpy for breakfast..I MUST SAY, WHAT A LIFE i have on a sunday morning.

I pity my mom...cuz i sleep with her everyday and i kick her - everyday. Noone will ever wanna sleep beside me T____T

So anyway dad's gone off to buy lunch for all of us (in the hse) and i thought i might as well blog alittle because i know, i will not blog if i dont blog now. Itouch is not for blogging. The computer is. Im using a computer now. SO MIGHT AS WELL JUST BLOG

Today i shall rant about JOBS that says "okay leave your name and no. and we will call you again". Seriously, UTTER NONSENSE. PUI. They wont. I tried so many, wrote my name and number a billion times. Did i get a single call? NO. Like really, that sentence just give people false hopes and soon be dealt with disappointment. GO TO HELL. And jobs that do call, bless your company. You wont go to hell. Of course the call must be good news too la or else you're no different from jobs who dont call.

NOW, im just hoping the person i smsed to will gimme the job. Or shops that i've went to and gave my number, to call me. I'm hardworking okay! HIRE ME NOW

Someone once told me: "Teenage dreams, we are teenagers and are not meant to work yet." True enough. But jobs help kill boredom and relive our teenage dreams - by having $$ after working to SHOP, even more true right? YEAHHHHH BABEHHHH

Sigh. Hoping hoping hoping. I go by Finding Nemo's Dory words to keep me going and i think it works for anyone too. "Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming."

I SHALL NOW STOP and rest my eyes. Im going to look at green things now bye

HELLO ONCE AGAIN

2010-10-16T18:54:00.004+08:00

BACK!!

SO I AM HERE AGAIN! And it feeeeelssss gooooOOoooOOOOod to finally be able to write again :)

Done adjusting the layout, i know this is not the best or a nice skin but hey it's simple and life's all about being simple right. Yeah anyway it's always changeable.

NOW THAT THE HOLIDAYS ARE HERE.... what are you gonna do? I'll most basically..

1) Pray for a job
2) Start working
3) Play
4) Eat
5) Sleep
6) Shit
7) Eat again
8) Exercise (omg seriously need to)
9) Blog
10) Shop
11) Save
12) 10 and 11 should not be together because if they are in the list it'll most probably not work out. Shop = spend $$ = cannot save
13) TO BE CONTINUED

i need to go church okay. I am a sinner all day long and i still dont repent whats wrong with me T_T

Anw i'll still be on tumblr :) Posting whateva that catches my eye. But of course i'll definitely write my daily rants here so yes! you can kill your boredom by coming here. By clicking on this site you've killed at least afew mins of your boredom. Tsk this is so helpful!

Gonna get some yums to eat now, with my babe of course.

xx, vanz

SURPRISE!

2010-08-18T00:08:00.002+08:00

OMG ITS A SURPRISE TO BE BACK HERE AGAIN i know i know i said i will be back when i found a nicer skin but guess what, i guess i wont. ): WELL WELL it seems like i've been really over scribblytown which is sad...and it's been so long since i last typed blogger.com that when i wanted to post this i accidently typed blooger.com.

I SUCK! and to think that i wont abandon this blog......i havent, right? Im still here posting what. lol.

K ANYWAY IF THERE'S EVER ANYONE OUT THERE VISITING THIS FORGOTTEN BLOG, please visit me at http://theunicornfactory.tumblr.com yes tumblr hahaha i love reblogging beautiful pics.

currently panicking over my useless life becuz n levels are near...so yup. same ol thing, God family friends zh yada yada yada

tsk. :/

um?

2010-06-30T22:27:00.002+08:00

ALOHA ITS BEEN LONG. CAN SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME HOW TO CHANGE BLOGSKIN? AS IN LIKE MAKE A BLOGSKIN THAT I LIKE????? sickening.

so anyway........since i know noone and i mean NOONE read this blog anymore, just wanna spit it all out:

its been very very very tiring for me these few days because mom's hospitalized and i kept worrying over stupid silly stuffs. Also, school has just started and i already feel like im stressed out. Know what i do everyday? School, hospital, boyfriend, gramps place, school, hospital...and the cycle goes on. Well. Im strong. And wtv, i know all this happen for a good reason. There's always something good behind something bad. God is with me (Y)

wanna thank everyone who's been with me all this while, and those who smsed me making me feel more encouraged, thankkkkks sorry my english abit screwed brain's not working now

meanwhile, am at nat's house for the night though its a schoolday bah.

MUMMY'S DISCHARGED TMR!!!! praise Lord. I love mum dad kwek zhi hong and my family and friends k bb

HIHI

2010-06-08T22:21:00.003+08:00

BLAH BLAH BLAH I LOVE KWEK ZHI HONG and i have mixed feelings k bye i hate this blog sucks i need a new blog BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

going town alone tmr. ALONE BOOOOO!!!!!!!

pissed

2010-06-02T20:03:00.001+08:00

PISSED WITH BLOGGER, SO BYE FOR NOW.

find me @ http://theunicornfactory.tumblr.com ok.

TILL I FIGURE OUT HOW TO GET THE SKIN I WANT FOR THIS SITE. will be back.

someone to talk to

2010-05-31T17:35:00.002+08:00

"Sometimes, I just need someone to talk to" - Everyone needs someone to talk to every now and then.

THE HOLIDAYS ARE HERE! But somehow i feel lost, like what and how am i gonna start the holidays? Where's the motivation to study??? :S

This morning i went over to nat's to swim before having lunch with her bf and her and now im at my gramps place, just woke up, helping my cousin and her friends with maths. WOAH. Except for 1 friend which thinks she's an ahlian, GROSS OUT! Most disgusting thing.

k bye :>

I SCREAMED BECUZ OF A FLY ON MY HAIR small FLY

2010-05-29T01:44:00.003+08:00

HI.

I apologize for not blogging for a long time........NOT. HAHA. Why should I apologize huh? I have a life that's so interesting i just simply couldnt find time to blog. K thats bullshit. Well...the main reason's cuz my Ipod Touch is my computer, and it's really difficult to blog from it, so yeah.

On to happier things! OMG guess where i'm at now? NAT'S PLACE!!!! Love my uber best bestfriend(L)!!! Muacks to you! (I know you will read this right after i post it) And yes we were listening to gaga's songs just now. Ew right. LOL sudden random. OKAY SHE'S "WHINING" nowww. TO RUSH ME but no im slowly taking my time to post this.

Im so eggcited for my piercings tomorrow, gonna pierce another 2! YAYYYYYYY but that also mean $$$ fly away. town town town :>

Lastly, you must be wondering why im still at s'pore when my previous post stated that i'll be at malacca from today till tomorrow. ANSWER: I CHOSE TO STAY IN SINGAPORE becuz i can stay at nat's and malacca is mostly about fooood and i can spend time with my darling boy too :) Was watching LEGION with him last night and it was AWESOME! I luvvv my baby and bestfriend.

OKAY TIME TO SPEND TIME WITH NAT she's like so bored now heehee kkkk byebye! (p/s i luv you both to bits, zh and nat!) say awwww pls. LOL. And luv everyone who's reading this!

I AM VANDITTO

2010-05-24T20:34:00.002+08:00

Gotten my results back...wasn't THAT bad. Yes, it was bad, not good at all, but it wasn't bad till the extend of...Oh well. Right now all I've gotta do is to put full concentration onto my studies till N levels are over. Sigh. That is if I can. I know I can.

I didn't know that this Friday is a public holiday till someone said " Van, you can come school on friday yourself if you want, while everyone stays home." WTF i didnt know??? And then once i knew i go YAYYYYYY it's the holidays already! BUT no, it isn't. The first 2 weeks of June holidays are to be spend going back to school again. URGH :@@@@

However, i'll be off to malacca this comin' friday! It's a break for me, maybe some shopping on clothes and FOOD. YES FOOD i love food. I dont look like it but really, if you know me well, i eat alot. IN SCHOOL. When i'm with zh i become a different person, dont know why. Maybe i still eat alot but HE EAT WAY MUCH MORE. Thats why it looks like i eat quite little. Ahaha!

KAY SO i am waiting for tomorrow, wednesday and thursday, will be seeing zh everyday. OMG. I should get a hold of myself. But what? ITS HOLIDAYS ALRD, somehow or another. (i know even if it's not the hols i still meet him almost everyday but who cares!)

and i really can't wait to get my ear pierced again! The last time i've gotten my helix piercing, it closed. Bobba. So now im gonna get it with my bestfriend again!

p/s i should START GOING CHURCH NOW NOW NOW sadly this sat i cant ): sigh.

YAY GRANDMA IS BACK WITH MY PEACH RED TEA

Lazy.com.vz

2010-05-22T23:49:00.002+08:00

I am so lazy to blog. Mm. Laziness overwhelms me and i should feel ashame to even say it out but....

Anyhow, Alice in wonderland and August Rush is gooooood.

the way I am

2010-05-19T18:55:00.003+08:00

I do this when i'm home alone. Yknow, like walk around with just my undies and do stuffs. Um, windows closed of course. What? It's my own home, and i'm alone. And it's really comfortable, i swear.

Pft, today's re-exam was kinda fine! Didn't blank out so... peace! \m/

I dare say....IM A RETARD IN SCHOOL TODAY!
1) I screamed yessssSSSSSssssSSSSS in a gay voice
2) I sing stupid songs to abram
3) I act cute on a piece of paper
4) I force my bestfriend to eat lunch with me and my boyfriend
5) etc

haisssss what should WE eat for dinner? We have no idea, and im baking tomorrow!(hopefully) K now HE is sleeping and I am waiting. WE are slacking. BAH.

tooooootie

2010-05-18T23:35:00.002+08:00

IM A PROCRASTINATOR FOR NUTS. there's history re-exam tomorrow morning and i've not gotten anything into my head yet. Im so dead so good game. Bye im gonna shoot myself down now. Okay kidding. Im gonna burn midnight oil now, and sleep in class tomorrow. I know i have not been blogging but i dont give a damn, really. Why am I even here? Help. I can't stop.

bdfhbbvudfbjn bxcvhxcbxcbn dhsbdc

Going nuts. Dont make a crazy person go mad, cuz the crazy person will go crazier and boom, become ki siao. Like me now.

hey soul sister

2010-05-16T01:22:00.003+08:00

Currently at nat's place. I love my bestfriend so much! SO MUCH HAHA. tsk nat i know you love me too HAHA 8)

So today i spent money again, on a pair of shoes and a top from topshop. GUILTY. Had crystal jade for dinner and starbucks. But town with nat and ann was FUN. Sleeping over at nat's place tonight! Wheeeee i love having photoshoots with bestfriend heehee.

So happy that nat's mom said i've grown fatter! "Abit more fleshy than last time." HAHA

kkk imma go sleep soon we gotta wake up real early tmr!

xoxo.

(p/s today is actually sat, cuz im blogging aft 12am)

kiss you on the brain in the shadow of the train

2010-05-15T13:20:00.003+08:00

You're a part time lover and a full time friend
The monkey on your back is the latest trend
I dont see what anyone can see in anyone else but you

Last night's stardust and district 9 was good, i really love fridays! :) And movie marathons.

Going out soon, back soon. xoxo

mixed

2010-05-11T22:02:00.002+08:00

Had fun @ sentosa yesterday. Spent today not going school but rot at home, and tonight by watching clash of the titans(uh pirated la) with zh.

urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I HATE MIXED FEELINGS. like you dont know your feelings. happy sad frustrated angry irritated excited all mixed tgt.

sucks at times, dont you think so?

Happy vanz

2010-05-08T23:13:00.004+08:00

Mother's Day present to my dearest mom who likes to be hip and likes unique stuffs. 8) I think the "tribal" girl is so cute. Dont you think so?? :) And she looks like she's holding a ukelele hahaha.

MONSTER STICKERS!

Cousin's present from me ;) Pencilcase.

My new pencilcase, awww monsters!

Totally love this bow rubberband cuz it's so so pretty on the hair ;)

f21 earrings! Alil heavy though. But it's really prominent on my ears. HA.

Heyaaaa

Had fun shopping with bestfriend on friday, literally went home straight and got ready to head to town after physics paper. I seriously spent way too much! Needa control my spendings :( I feel so guilty afterthat, but i really love my loots :) Hehehe.

Baby came over afterthat and we watched Pandorum. Uh alittle boring but wasn't too bad.

TODAY morning WAS BORINGGGGG, afternoon was way better.

Zi char for dinner was shiok x2. Omg im still hungryyyy s0bz. kkkk bb hahahaaaaaa

I miss you already.

p/s incase i dont blog tomorrow, happy mothers' day :) okay la not like mothers will read my blog so i say for what. BUT my mom reads my blog at times so...i love you mummy;)

:')

2010-05-05T20:57:00.004+08:00

Math paper CMI. can't make it at all. sigh. its over anyway.

GONNA START REVISING CHEM. which i assume will be of no help since it's so last minute and all.....plus it's my weakest sub apart from chinese.

I AM SO DEAD. sobz. stupid boy behind me carrying weights. Look like a giant. Tsk. EWWWWW really wish he aint that biggie. So not me ): im a small kiddo beside him, nyeh hyeh. WHATEVER LA.

:') a teary smiley for the exam week.

p/s my grandma's so cute HAHAHA and i love today's dinner. Baby ate all of gonggong's char kway teow HAHA

cuz when im kissin' you my senses come alive

2010-05-04T22:21:00.004+08:00

TOMORROW IS MATH PAPER.

die.

*prays i can remember everything i've studied during tuition*

Hi, im so dead tomorrow. Im just anticipating for the AFTER SCHOOL and not DURING school. Just wanna quickly end the paper and another 1 down. Today's english and history papers were....normal. Kinda contradicting and all but all in all was ok ;') No longer do i need to stuff all the shit about history anymore(for now).

sooooooo............ because school ends early during exam period, i get to go home early to take a nap and do my own things...which also result in, camwhoring cuz i was too bored and lazy to do any revision. HA. ZZZZzzzZZZzzzZZZZ yeah bo liao.

im going to see my babbbbyyyy tomorrrrow 8D and chiong chem. omg can someone pls help me in chem??! i think im really dead meat. I think this Midyear is a fail for me. BOOHOO. )': )': )':

needa seriously buck up. SOON. hahaha kkkkk

im an epic fail

peace out \m/

p/s kissing you by miranda cosgrove is stuck in my head.

All I could ask for

2010-05-02T23:01:00.002+08:00

I feel so fortunate and grateful and lucky to have you. You're everything I could ask for and I love you so very much.

van the nessa

2010-05-01T19:46:00.003+08:00

1st May, start of my so-called TRAINING. My boyfriend will be my personal instructor. HAHA. Okay so today we jogged around the park below my house, did some pull ups, push ups, stretchings and eventually carrying weights. Yeah he brought his dumbbells to my homie. GOSH it was tiring and i can feel the aches right now. My arms. Urgh. Well, endure. It's a way to grow bigger.

:D

Currently getting ready for dinner, momsy making her famous salad again, this time with raw salmon and loads of wasabi. Awesome or awesome? ;)

IM HAPPY TO SAY THAT I'VE GAINED 2 kgs! (or at least) imma happy van :) Gonna train and train and grow and grow and eat and eat and be BIG. (hopefully la haha) Zh says in order to get what I want I must work for ittttt, and i must endure the trainings coming up. Tsk.

STUDYING LATER, exams next week. OMG I DONT FEEL READY AT ALL. & i really really really wanna go back to church so i guess next sat, :)

Seriously.......... i dont know why do we need to study about hitler and all. Really. That man has nothing to do with us, and its not our business, so why do we need to know bout his history? Bah guess this is life, WEIRD. I REALLY NEED TO DO SOME SHOPPING!

Prays my wallet that aunty bought for me from London will be something i like! No disappointments. No putting hopes too high. No high expectations. My family and boyfriend says i'm a spoilt brat. SPOILT.

sigh its me, this is me. xx.

2010-04-29T23:35:00.002+08:00

Hiiiii these days I've been sleeping around 10 plus which is quite early!! (except when zh's here) that's why when it's about 11 plus I'll start getting really tired already, not like last time 12 plus still so energetic. Think I was an night owl last time lol.

Anywayyyyy tomorrow's Friday again!!! Yes Monday arrives fast but Friday arrives fast too! It's all the same. And well well, my two dear friends are cooking dinner for me and zh tomorrow night, can't wait;) just wanna say I'm kinda glad with my life now. I don't hate my life like how others hate theirs so I guess all's ok for me;) for those of you who hate your life so much, please just get a real life and thank God that he's even giving you a chance to live life. Are you worse than those without hands and legs? Can you be compared to those begging on the streets? At least you have a family, friends and a proper home. A place to live in. Unless you are like those people who really have no place to stay, please don't think you're like the most pathetic person on earth and start emoing. Really, you are so much more luckier than many people out there.
(not saying anyone in particular, just knocking some sense into your head if you hate yr life now)

yepppp so hopefully tomorrow will be a good day!;)
xx, meeeee

Everything will be fine as long as you look at the bright side and trust in yourself.

LOVE: feel my soul

2010-04-28T19:41:00.005+08:00

To me Love is something almost indescribable. Love is sometimes bitter yet most of the time sweet. Love makes someone happy and sad and crazy and helpless. Helpless over the person they're in love with, helplessly falling in love, helpless 'cuz they can't control themselves.

I like Love, in fact, i love Love. I love being in love, falling in love and loving unconditionally.
Love = God family boyfriend friends <3

On a lighter note, I guess i will never ever take bus 67 from tampines all the way to choa chu kang ever again. 'Cuz today the good ol sweet me(lol) sent my dearest boyfriend to kallang for his dragonboat training and we took bus 33 which took around 45 mins(?) from ikea(alexandra rd) all the way to kallang and cuz we were too early, we went to take a bus to tampines and i took 67 from tampines all the way back home. DROVE ME CRAZY. My butt had to endure the long ride, hurts like crazy and was driving me nuts. SO, in conclusion, dont take too many buses. Long bus rides especially. One or two still endurable. 3 long rides is no-no.
.
Kay exam's next week. hallehlujah to me. i love zhhhhhhh :D:D:D:D:DD:D:D:D:D bye! KAYYYYY omg im so bored. wait -

10 things about me

1) I love purple and i think most of my friends knows that cuz i go crazy over purple

2) ~~I fart at my boyfriend but he farts at me more. YAH whatever HAHAHA~~????

3) nevermind lah i think this is so lame

4) i should just go study now bb

5) bb

6) bb

7) bb

8) sorry need to say till 10

9) bb

10) BYE

Life as it is

2010-04-26T18:24:00.003+08:00

YES I KNOW IM VERY UGLY HERE BUT WHATEVER K i wasnt really in the mood for pictures cuz its in the morn-cum-noon and im too lazyyyy ahhahaha anyway the first picture was our breakfast when i stayed @ nat's!

This weekend was the best since this month cuz it was a night with bf and a night with bf. (bestfriend & boyfriend) HEHEHEHEHEHE okay

so it's exams exams exams, exams on sat, exams NOT on sat, exam today, and exams next week. Yeah so i'm like really trying my best to mug, TRYING. I know my blog's dead already, feels like im dead too but if you take a look at my scheduler you can see my everyday life is packed.

Oh and i really just wanna say that God is simply amazing and He always always always never fail to answer my prayers :) I chionged my ss just last night and today afternoon was my exam, so you can see NO WAY can i remember or get anything into my head at all but i prayed and asked God to show me some topics that i can revise for last min, and amazingly he did and it came out for exam! :D kkkk so yea i love God.

Lastly.............. i love zh baby :D

k & it'll be long till another post again(i think), xxx!

628: A long time

2010-04-18T20:55:00.004+08:00

It's been a long time since the last post and I'm back again... ;)

Been falling sick in and out, had a fever and i skipped chinese exam!! Yeah it's that bad. But thank God i've been given MC so im excused! Which i assume I will have to take it sooner or later.

Prayed to God to heal me so I could celebrate annetta's birthday @ town yesterday! Which the amazing Him answered. I love God so much :> Went to town etc i'm so lazy to elaborate but...

Zh has quit his school dragonboat's team and joined an outside club's! I'm so :@ because that means he'll have lesser time with me.......... ): Oh well back to having a dragonboater boyfriend. Bah.

It's yet another MONDAY tomorrow! Everyday is passing by so damn fast I cant catch up. SADLY, justin bieber's BABY is on the radio now. Can someone tell me that the song's real annoying?? BABY BABY BABY BABY BABY BABY BABY~ yucks.

Before I end off (cuz i really dont know what else to say), i just wanna say i can't wait for friday to come!! Day with zh and mum's going off to malacca so imma go stay @ nat's again! I love having "bestfriend time" :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

more soon, xx!

only exception

2010-04-11T20:36:00.003+08:00

Am in gramps place now, grandpa just told me he's cooking laksa tomorrow so i better ask zh to come tomorrow. HA, i know he can't wait for baby to try his laksa! Or else he wont ask me to keep asking zh to go over :P

Gonna print some pictures for dnt now, my journal is full of crap from all the crappy drawings. I really can't design.

Just came back not long from dinner with mumsy, bought a skirt :) and mumsy bought me pens for school! hahaha, joke. I love my mummmm <3! Miss zh badlyyyy, and i dread thinking he's starting school tomorrow. Oh well. The first written paper is this saturday and it's chinese! I dont know what am i gonna do, since chinese is my weakest. I'll prolly study study study this whole week! (TRY) All the best to me, and you if you have papers cumin!

xxx, v.

you are the only exception and i'm on my way to believing.

Zzzz-a-roos

2010-04-11T00:17:00.006+08:00

I'm tired but I don't wanna sleep. I'm lazy and I'm blogging from my itouch. I'm stubborn and I'll continue being stubborn. I'm just so....... TIRED. Yeah that concludes the whole thing. Oh yeah and I'm bored but I'm lazy to find something to do. Actually, not really. I did found something to do, and that is to give my taptap revenge 3's avatar a makeover. Now it looks so pretty with purple hair and a blue hairband thats really prominent. Oh not to forget a sexy jacket too;) I know, lame right.

Anyway.... Today oral was a fail. My Chinese sucked as usual and this time I don't know how to say earpiece. Well I also know I said some things that I guess were stupid and silly cuz the examiner was trying to hide her smile/laughter(??!) most of the time. Basically I didn't know what I was saying or reading because my chinese is hopeless. English was pretty fine.

After oral I met up with zh and we sat 74 not knowing where to go. Something like roaming around aimlessly, ended up in novena square. Because we were both so tired, we left after having lunch. Slept like pigs in the bus, lovepigs heh:P let's just say we both love busrides too so yeah that explains us changing to buses we don't even know and roaming sg. (p/s it's a good way to relieve stress)

zh came over and dad bought us dinner. 3 yums to kopitiam's Tom yum soup!

Ok.............…. I didn't know I typed that much despite feeling um, tired.

Gonna sleep now byebye and I love kzh;) HAHA

edit:/
Oh oh oh and God is awesome, He answers my prayers and I love Him alot:)

500 days of summer

2010-04-08T22:10:00.002+08:00

Just watched 500 days of summer and really, it's gooood. Summer reminds me of something funny.... or let's say, the name "summer" reminds me of something funny. ;)

The other day i went down to the minimart below my house wanting to buy some snacks. Somehow the 'cashier(s)' in the minimart were like..tikopeks? and they asked for my name. Of course i didnt want to say my real name so i quickly thought of a name and summer came out of my mouth. So now, they remember me as summer. LOL i like though ;)

mum: Summer is a nice name.
me: yeah so why didnt you name me summer last time?
mum: i didnt thought of it last time.
me: *sighs*

Now zh's here sleeping like a pig. As usual. ZZZZZZZZZZ.

urgh i want zooey deschanel's hair. I really hate my hair. You dont know how much i hate my hair. )': I want her face and all. She's just so PREEEETTTTY ):

geezzzz *sighs* bye.

BEDROCK

2010-04-04T21:54:00.004+08:00

On friday i did not go to marina barrage with zh becuz... we're both lazy! :P So all we did was laze around @ home, me painting my nails and doing all sorts of girly stuff to entertain myself and he playing games on the lappy blahx2! Mum went to msiaaaa and Dad went out.

At night, went over to nat's to stay! @ her apartment, just the both of us! Shiok to the max cuz we shared stuffs, gossipped, confessions, bleh bleh nyeh nyeh, watched jersey shore on mtv, snacks and all ;) No internet to distract us from each other LOL love my pams!

Went to church on saturday and ended up NOT meeting the girls cuz i was really really late:( Oh well, end up meeting zh for prata @ railway mall :> I love my baby.

TODAY i went to popo's house and SLEEPPPPPPPP as usuallllll :B Oh and mum bought me famous amos so after this and abit of surfing the net, im gonna munch on those cookies ;)

Lastly, Pear and Pams!

O~ and im so so so addicted to bedrock by young money :B

baby

2010-04-02T20:31:00.003+08:00

love himmmmmmm alot alot alot x infinity okie gtg now gonna stay @ nat's!

ttyl :D

Pigged out

2010-03-31T21:43:00.002+08:00

I just burnt my thumb. IKR, how stupid of me. I KNOW. urgh dont understand why do these things happen to me. But wow, it was my first time ever to pour hot water over my hand(thumb la). Accidently, duh.

teeheeex2 up are 2 silly pictures of me cuz i'm like really bored right now.......gah seeing that cracks me up (alittle) :>

So today i stayed home and pigged out cuz was sick in the morning. SURPRISINGLY, im fine right now! Actually since afternoon:P and to add on...my dear zh surprised me by popping by @ 12+! (which is considered quite early for him alrd haha) blahblah slacked all the way till 6+ before he leaves :> And to think that i would spend today doing my designs. Dnt suck so much :< Dead meat tmr.

So i'd do alittle credits. Which is lame but im trying to make this post longer yea?
Special thanks to: -Panadol EXTRA
-Zh Baby
-Tub of ice-cream
-Plentiful of sleep
-Itouch
-Ice-cream cones

for making my day :) Panadol EXTRA really work wonders.

k gonna do my dnt now.

TRY. heh.

Weakling

2010-03-30T21:52:00.002+08:00

Cramps and slight fever. Sick. Again. Crap.

Bah. Can't be bothered. Zzzz sleeping now!

love

2010-03-28T17:27:00.002+08:00

I spent my whole afternoon reading short love stories written by people and anonymous(s) and sobbing and then to sleep and then to wake up and read again and to sob again and to fall asleep again. The whole sunday afternoon was spent like this and i kinda like it because it gives me some "alone" time. Besides, I can totally relate to how these people (who wrote their stories) feel.

Listening to acoustic songs on 987 helps too cause songs like I'm yours and Smile makes me feel so comfortable in my own room. Weather's really hot today, had island creamery in a tub @ home in my room with curtains down and fan at high speed turned on ;)

Well well i hope i'll be able to meet my boy and go hort park later! Night at hort park sounds good.

Currently listening to: Check Yes Juliet (acoustic)

Have a great sunday! xx.
p/s i realised the counter numbers keep rising but noone tags. Sad.

"Just because a woman is lovesick doesn't mean she has to take the first pill that comes along"

Heavy heart

2010-03-28T00:08:00.002+08:00

My eyes hurts, so badly, I feel like taking my eyeballs out and throw them away. For once I don't know why I feel like my heart's heavy and it's pulling me down. I know I shouldn't feel this way but I don't know why I'm just feeling this way. This feeling that's killing me I just wanna sleep so that it will go away. Because it's only when you sleep do these feelings go away.

Have you ever felt this way? When eye mo doesn't help and you can only bear the pain.

Sigh I miss you.

Honeydays

2010-03-26T22:29:00.004+08:00

I wanna say I love my PAMS alot and im really sorry pams for not going over to your apartment today due to lack of time. ): Sigh. I reallllly wanna go so badly ): I love you bestfriend and get well soon! Nevertheless, had fun with you this afternoon! Love you.

HI ;) So today went to meet my dest bestf @ ikea to have hotdog and soft icecream(again) lol. Went to her place afterthat before going to vivo! Was planning to go to her place again at night but baby came and we tried cooking speghetti + salmon(which failed like 40%) thus had no time to go over ):

Anyhooo, i love my baby very much even though salmon failed! (L) ;)

Now currently @ home doing NOTHING except staring at the comp. Really regretted not going to nat's place :@

Sleepytime soon! 2 more pictures to show ya...

Love my cousins and my dress!(the beige one) ;)

:$

2010-03-24T20:22:00.004+08:00

Hiiiii I'm blogging from my itouch today cause I reckon I'd be too lazy to on the computer later :P I kinda like Wednesdays cause we end school around 1 plus so it's earlier than usual and today was fun;) wanted to go just straight home with Ann but like so sian so we decided to take any bus that reached the bus-stop first and we ended up going ikea for lunch. Just love the poached salmon there! Walked around discussing and dreaming bout our future dream house.. Sigh. Such a long way to go:/

Had their soft ice cream before going home. Totally K.O knocked out once I reach home. Luv rainy days, really shiok to sleep;) So
now i'm currently at Gramps house, going home soon to my honeydew sago! ;)

Seeing zh tomorrow :D

p/s must stop procrastinating for own's sake

autopsy

2010-03-22T23:02:00.002+08:00

Usual monday, woke up feeling lazy and ): dragging myself to wash up so i won't be late for the school bus blah blah normal. School was so normal, so boring till i slept for chinese. I know right, what a bad start for first day of school. Cant help it :<

But lunch at vivo with friends was okay :) I can't help but to fall asleep UNGLAMLY(if there's such a word) whenever i take the straight bus 188 home from harbourfront to cck. 1 hour long(or more) and you tell me how not to fall asleep?? I really can't. Then i'd always end up embarrassing myself cuz i look like some pig sleeping and it's always hard to sleep in the bus. It's worst if the bus is crowded and people are standing infront/beside of you looking. Gah. I never fail to knock my head against the window. Yep, today was one of those unglam days.

ANYWAY!!! :D HAPPY 16th MONTHS TO MY KZH :) Gonna meet zh tomorrow right after school, happy me :>

Popping into bed now.
xx

OH AND SHIT i havent do my history hmwk i should just die shittttt

she's so lovely

2010-03-21T21:19:00.002+08:00

Sleepover @ richelle's place on friday! :> MAHJONG. HA. I would never thought of myself playing that cheena game but i guess now i kinda like it ;P Anyway stayover was reallly funnnnn and i love my girls!! Slept at 6am was CRAZY. And church afew hours later was awesome :)

HAPPY BELATED BITHDAY LIYUAN! :>

Right now i just got back from gramps house and i can't wait to see my dear zh tomorrow;) 16 months tmr and im so happie!

Heehee gonna do a card right now, byeeeee.

p/s so dead tmr didnt get any homework done pft!! and it's another boring monday.

8)

2010-03-18T23:28:00.002+08:00

Just watched Departures with mom and zh, was not bad ;)

Well basically all I did today was laze around eating junk and watching cds. Holidays boring much? AND I HAD SERIOUS PMS sometimes i hate myself so so so much. Gah.

I wish i had something more to say but >: oh well nights!

A new scribblytown

2010-03-17T23:08:00.004+08:00

My leopard prints nails! My bestfriend ;)

I've changed my skin to a normal plain skin because I feel like it's time for scribblytown to start afresh! I've been loving blogging ever since my cousin made me a blog when I was in primary school..and i think it's not time to abandon this blog or stop blogging.

Whenever I see people's blogs i feel like mine's shitty because it's so dead that i dont even bother viewing it but well well it's gonna change now! Gonna start blogging more often again :)

So the slumber party was a crazy shit, kinda chaotic but really fun! I just love the girls so much ;) Was totally wasted for a moment, drank quite alot. But thought i was okay and sober, and drank vodka again. Gosh i must have been crazy. I was crying to zh going all "i miss you" and shit. Well :/ he ticked me off the next day so.. HAHA. But thanks nat lovelle and delia for taking care of the drunkards ;) I miss that night already.

Today was really slacky, i woke up at 12+pm, slept at 2+pm all the way to 6pm? No wonder people call me a pig.

Feel like eating something now! Anyone? Oh yea and i really can't believe time is flying. ITS WEDNESDAY going to thursday in 40 mins time already! Where's my holidays????? It's gone so quickly :@

tsk ):

slumber

2010-03-15T21:43:00.003+08:00

hi!!!!!!!!!! im at nat's house now having an awesome slumber party with my awesome leopard preens nails done by lovelle debra tan my sistaaa!!!!

im so gonna get wasted tonight hahahahahahahhaha

Annetta: Helllo! I'm here to blog for that skinnny van! she's like a act cute with her ' I love me ' pj! -.- But still, I love her even though she's an ass at times:) muachmuack! hehehehehe!>

oh yeah and i wanna say i love all my girls, and my boy, my family (LOL) and i love you nat! happy 2nd year anniversary bestfriend!!!>

yadayadablah

2010-03-10T20:28:00.003+08:00

okay seriously my blog is DEAD. I feel like closing it down..yet i dont feel like closing it down. ARGH so frustrating.

Yes you may know whats going on in my life through my blog, but please dont stop me from doing what i want okay? Tyvm.

stupid blog. Anyway happy birthday lukie boy :)

cant wait for slumber party!!!!!!!! WHEEEEEE. and march holidays :) muahahaha kthxbai

A&F

2010-03-04T23:30:00.003+08:00

seriously, i think my bf's really the best. After pouring out everything to him, my heart feels so much lighter and loved. :-)

Sigh. Hopefully The Notebook tomorrow! Pwease!

Today was an insane day.

For it was not into my ear that you whispered,
but into my heart.
It was not my lips that you kissed,
but my soul.

feel loved or not feel at all

2010-03-03T22:12:00.003+08:00

How i wish i can have a promise ring. But then what's the point? Anything could happen right? But i really hope for a promise ring though. It's so ...... promising.

Had maths tuition, so glad i knew everything that i'm suppose to know for the test already. Am tired now but i dont feel like sleeping. Hugging spongy now. Urgh. I want kzh to answer his phone now.

It's been almost 3 months since i went to maldives now..and it seemed like i was there yesterday. Why do time passes so quickly?? Not that its bad..but it's really fast. I'm so bored i could bang my head against the wall right now.

I wanna watch the notebook!! Preet-preet-preetty pls.

oh and i realise there are alot of "nows" in this post haha

ps i love you

2010-03-03T14:15:00.002+08:00

Gerry Kennedy: (Holding Holly by the shoulders) What do you want? I know what i want, cause i'm holding it in my hands.

Gerry Kennedy: I know what i want because I have it in my hands right now. You.

watched Ps I love you with baby yesterday. Sigh. Sad. But nice. Got me tearing up again, book and movie. What a loser. But im glad i'm able to hug someone while watching it. Someone i love, that loves me back. :)

moollly cows

2010-03-01T20:57:00.004+08:00

Hey there moolly cows. Was just helping my cousin Luke to find a picture of a TORTOISE for his p2 work (-.-) and decided to blog alil. School was BORING, as usual. Especially when there's no partner to talk to. Literally dragging time, looking at the clock every 5 mins anticipating for school to end. Sucks. BUT vivo after school for lunch with ann! Was ranting about almost everything to her. Heh.

On to happier things....tmr seeing zh :) 2 days since i've not seen him. HAHA. yea i say like i've not seen him for 2 years heehee.

I love God, seriously. He makes me day.(L) :D

oh ice-cream! I love this kind of ice-cream. WHO WOULD KINDLY GET THEM FOR ME??? HAHA kidding i can get it myself:P I just happen to love ice-cream so much now. Plus, these days the weather's killing everyone.

OH x2 yesterday was a joke. Love my esther to bits. Was spaming calls to 987fm trying to dedicate song and LISTEN to my voice on the radio but darn they didnt pick up my phone. My mum said it's not easy to get in. SOBS. but my dearie esther managed to accompany me on the phone while i call and call and we kept listening to the radio for my text dedication! (which didnt come up in the end knn my 30 cents gone)

stupid

2010-02-28T13:36:00.002+08:00

I went to cut my hair yesterday. It's so much shorter now. Oh well I dont really care if i look good anymore, as long im satisfied with myself and people who loves me are satisfied with me :) So yesterday after having my hair cut, we(me and ann) shopped the whole day before finding my class. Yknow i just need to relieve some stress, whatever "stress" it is.

This morning was spent on reading and tearing over a love book. I feel so useless. Why do i even tear over a book. Something that's fiction. I just can't believe i sat there tearing reading and hugging spongy. It makes me feel so helpless and crazy crying over stupid things. Thus im here doing something else.

Just feel like eating island creamery now..or spend my night at barrage. I really want to.

xo.

605. lovelle's

2010-02-26T14:35:00.002+08:00

yep...im currently @ lovelle's place nowww. Her dog's so cuteee. Just didnt feel like going home early today. Anyway later i'll be meeting ___! haha! Lovelle says Dear John is nice, can't wait to watch!

I know i havent been blogging lately and honestly i feel like shutting down this space because its so dead. BUT i cant bear to..its sad huh):

SO im still wondering about what to do on my saturday..because there's church, class picnic, town to cut hair+shopping with my mum, and stayover @ sentosa resort. WHICH ONE????

argh frustrating.

604. I DONT CARE

2010-02-23T23:37:00.003+08:00

Okay, not literally DONT CARE but seriously, i dont think it's wrong to be in a r/s nor must I be 21 before i can have one. As long as I know what im doing. This is my own opinion, not pointing out to anyone out there.

Sigh. I dont know. ANYWAY! Zh just left my place not long, ahaha he boarded the same bus as me(while i was on my way home)! AND I DONT EVEN KNOW HE'S COMING TO MY PLACE. thats the best part. HEHE.

I know i havent been blogging for quite awhile, but honestly ive been online every single day. On my itouch. Thats why i dont blog, itouch like abit difficult. :/ Yet im glad to say im not using itouch as much as i do last time :}

School's fine...........sometimes i think i've laughing gas in my body. I CAN LAUGH AT NOTHING. Really. And keep laughing non-stop. Gets on my nerves, everyone asks me to stop, the problem is, I CANT STOP.

urgh miss my zh now. But its okay, friday i get to see him. Noone's gonna stop us. NO. I believe God doesnt really want us to be apart too.

I dont like a particular person. I have a feeling she knows about me.

today was a fairytale

2010-02-17T14:22:00.003+08:00

my brunch, tsk! :/

sick again. Vomited yesterday while out with nat. I swear she was freaked out but oh well :) Haha. Its normal to me now. I guess i must start to accept ______ as part of my life now..till i get well.

HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY TO NGJINGQI! Luv my cuzz to bits. (16.02.10)

Met zh for lunch before meeting nat to get qi's present, got her a nice shimmery wallet from f21 :-) Had soya bean and butterfly dough, and green tea hokkaido ice-cream, all which ended up in the plastic bag. Pukers. :@

Met mum and dad @ cityhall and walked to flyer! Met the rest of the fam and waited for the late bday girl before heading up to flyer :) Awesome scenery I must say. Heheeeee it was all goooood.

So today woke up with slight fever and tada here i am, wasting my life away. Been watching tv and youtube and surfing the net the entire morning. Currently waiting for mr.zh's school to end and make his way here! Gonna study and you heard me right, STUDY. Bah. Hope is REALLY study :P

peektures soon! my blog is dying anwwww

HAPPY CNY and VALENTINE'S!

2010-02-13T23:42:00.005+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE! :) and happy valentine's toooo (L)

so i reckon everyone's anticipating for chinese new year which is tomorrow cuz of $$$$ right! Okay even if it's not, pretend you are....cause I AM! HAHAHA i am seeing $$ now.

kidding. Not so money face:P I was telling my mum how chinese new year doesn't feel like chinese new year and im not even excited..which she agreed :/ but oh well maybe the cny feeling will come by tomorrow :) hopefully!

YTD WAS TOTALLY F.U.N like really, seriously, boomz. Love 4L muchz :) Multi-ethnic day in the morning, 4L won best class decoration, everyone wore malay costumes(united ttm) and met faiz zul nat ann dawn @ harbourfront, keppel for lunch, cathay to meet the rest of the peeps, plaza sing with them and finally zh at the end! Yesterday was bow chicka bow-wow(phineas and ferb from disney channel) HAHA gitchee gitchee goo!

Zh stayed for the night yesterday and we rented house bunny+iron man, awesome shows. But we knocked out before 2am which was lol. ): couldnt take it, my eyelids were closing by themselves last night.

Reunion dinner today!!!!! best part were the shark fin and abalone plus steamboat. Bet everyone has them for reunion dinner, or at least most. Its a must-have! And though i always tell myself not to kill sharks anymore(=no shark fin soup), i can't. Can't resist at all. )':

TSK okay my post is so wordy. HAPPY CNY ONCE AGAIN:) and seriously just enjoy every bit of the hols cuz school is starting SOON. AGAIN. after 3 more days. EXTRA SOBS.

last: GITCHEE GITCHEE GOOOOO! im so addicted to the song.

bow chicka bow-wow
thats what my baby says
mow, mow, mow
and my heart starts pumping
chicka chicka chew wup
never gonna stop
gitchee gitchee goo means i love you

XOXO!

bored'o'rama

2010-02-09T22:44:00.003+08:00

Luv spamming crazy pictures. Look how "bored" i was. BUT i was totally not bored cuz zh cracked me up so much today hahahahah i feel so happppie. ^^

heehee 8) Okay. School was pretty alright these days, not that fun but not too boring too so it's kinda like 50/50 :) Plus i've been passing my tests (except physics) so.. Not too bad.

Zh came over today to "help" me with my dnt but guess what we ended up doing........HAHA. Had awesome fun and momma cooked dinner for us! Double yay.

Just wanna shoutout to my lovely young awesome english speaking grandmaaaa: HAPPY 67th BIRTHDAY MAMA! I love ya :)

me: Happy birthday mama! I love you!

mama: thk you darling

HAHA smsed her on my way to school this morning. MY GRANDMA REPLIES HER SMSES FASTER THAN YOU DO. HAHA. okay but she really reply damn fast la. Dont know if she keep her hp with her at all times or what.

Gonna do my dnt and zzzz now! School tomorrow once again. Im kinda excited for multi-ethnic day though..i can wear the kebaya and heels.

;)

600th entry

2010-02-08T19:47:00.001+08:00

the 600th.

I call everyone i see a nincompoop. Go check out the dictionary.

BRB

PEAS/PEACE

2010-02-06T19:01:00.003+08:00

I AM WITH _______________ (must not be named)
It's a scandal.

yeah right.
im gonna cook my dinner nowwww!!!!!!!!!! Hope i/we succeed. Oh and the imaginarium of Dr. parnassus was BAH. Saddening.

PEACE! xx + song of the day: Wont say I'm Sorry/Ne-yo

My blog is very boring full stop

2010-02-03T19:04:00.002+08:00

Gonna make do with this(again) before a better skin comes along.

You know what. I backspace everything i typed since just now. Twice. Because, I simply think they're too boring. And I've been stuck at this page for more than an hour.

Tell me, am i boring? Am I? AM I????? But so what if I am. I dont give two hoots bout what you think. Pft.

I discovered the song When I See You by The Moog while playing taptap. Luv it since then.

500ml of cookies & cream from Island Creamery.. ;) + visits to SGH + bus accident + I love you = Lovin' every bit of my very messy life.

Bet you dont know what i'm talking about. Ha.

Random forts

2010-02-01T23:26:00.002+08:00

A random fact about myself: I love to peel off dead skin, especially those on my toes. Hahaha its NOT disgusting. It's like ... I don't know, I just like! Teeheee 8)

kk boring life boring routine. <3 God family baby and friends and maybe, you. Bye.

foam

2010-01-31T22:13:00.002+08:00

Back from m'sia and ~~waiting for your call. Will you ever call me before 11? Im waiting and still waiting. I wish you'd call me right now.~~

yes you did. :-)

mudpie fanatic

2010-01-30T00:16:00.003+08:00

(L)

I DID NOT WATCH THE IMAGINARIUM OF DOCTOR PARNASSUS TODAY BECAUSE. most of the cinemas have the tickets SOLD OUT. screw it.

Nevertheless i love today and my zh who's currently doing exercise (omg hot body alert! psst haha) because we had awesome jap dinner + MUDDY MUD PIE. Da bomb man. So yeah he's staying over tonight and we're gonna watch a cinderella story :-)

boom boom pow!

Hihi

2010-01-27T22:27:00.003+08:00

Home with Sarah today and whole evening + night with baby!! Cooked
spaghetti again. Love my darling boy :-) tuition tomorrow.. Friday = happpie cuz ... :-)

Tik tok

2010-01-24T20:46:00.007+08:00

Hello. I know it's been long since i've blogged, and well i guess this week's been kinda hectic but fun for me ;) First...I would like to say..

22/01: Happy 14th! Its been a year and 2 and i love how you always can make me smile, or cheer me up when i'm sad or down, or how you can make jokes that sometimes are too lame for me to understand. I love how you and I share secrets or cuddle up at 3am in the morning to watch shows, or how you can tell a story from your day and somewhat make me feel like I was there. Thanks for the support you've always given me even though sometimes we do go downhill. Whatever it is, I love you zhi hong! :-)

Friday zh and I went out...somewhat. Wanted to catch a movie but >: the only seats left were 4m away from the screen so we didnt take it. He stayovered ;) And we watched movies from the laptop. Happppiee :) (even though i was suppose to stay at nat's but was alil unwell!)

Saturday parents were out, whole day spent at home nua-ing with zh! :) Evening nat came and we cooked speghetti, first time in my life i cooked. It was awesum possum, real good. I love nat, baby, and mummy ;) But the cookin was done by nat and I only. Ha. Baby and mummy told me they were proud ;P Cause it's the first time i cooked for them. Teehee. Played Game of Life with nat and baby, afterwhich sent nat off and baby stayovered again.

I love it when baby stayover cuz we get to sleep real late, and the fun part was when we could cuddle up and watch shows. Damn cosy, i like! :>

Okay, so thats my weekend :-) How's yours? And pardon for not blogging! School days are sad.

summer

2010-01-19T22:34:00.002+08:00

Hi world. Life has been boring. Kept laosai-ing for the pass few days, urghhhh!!! On mc, wanna thank my dear lovelle and annetta for accompanying me to the polyclinic after they finished school. :-)

And stupid zh injured his hand. But nevertheless he came over, today. muaha. Kay.

Bye. No more mc tomorrow, SIANNNNNN

VAN LOVES ZH :) and spongebob

2010-01-17T20:57:00.004+08:00

zh: He's like you, jumping and saying "gimme a hug!"

me: o____O

Hi all. Here's a new skin to the dead blog.
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MY WEEKEND WAS AWESOME. Ever since friday, because...my dearest zh stayover-ed for 2 consecutive days! WoohooOOo :) Friday we just slack around @ home and rented dvds to watch. Zh stayed for the night. Saturday we went church and met up after church. Zh stayed for the night AGAIN. So is this awesome or awesome? Muahahaha.
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Okay and so you guys must be wondering what's with the spongy(s). Those above are the spongebobs that zh drew for me! :) I think it's really nice of him and he DID NOT trace it. He drew it by free hand, just copying the picture he found. The colourless spongebob was drawn by him today, while i was taking a nap. The coloured spongebob was drawn when we were together for the first few months :)
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Yep... oh and i ate alot today. despite the stupid chilli fishball noodles that ruined my appetite for lunch.(becuz i dont eat chilli) But oh well, had a filling dinner so :B
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Thats all for now..here's another spongebob for you humans :)

hahahaha :)
And it feels good to know that i'll wake up beside you the next morning.

;)

2010-01-15T23:49:00.003+08:00

and i still miss maldivessss.

okay baby's staying over today ;) watched Meet Dave. Teeheehee. Love days like these.

van needs a hug

2010-01-14T21:37:00.004+08:00

Hi! I know I haven't been blogging for a long time now..but you know what, i didnt even on the comp for days! I've been using itouch whenever i go online and I HATE blogging using itouch. Makes me feel so lazy :/

So these few days have been pretty cooped up with stuffs, friends, studies, boyfriend and all.......really wanna upload photos but fb is not working and i needa grab photos from there! Unlucky.

Firstly let me say HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY BF! I LOVE YOU LOADS and you'll forever be my pams ;)

Okayz so i shall start with...
SAT- Nat's party was a bomb. Had a DJ over and really liked the songs that were playing. get to see my girls :) and had loads of fun.

SUN- swimming! Swam 20 laps, had me drained out and i ate ALOT. Popo's place afterthat and BABY CAME OVER TO MY HOUSE AT NIGHT TO FIND ME!

MON- Nat came over to my place for the first time ever. She felt so lost at the west side. HAHA. Damn funny :) I love pams. Hehe.

TUES- Baby baby baby baby baby i love my baby *chants*

WED - Celebrate nat's actual birthday @ holland. Icecream at swensen's, we were all stuffing ourselves with chocolate icecreammmmz

THURS- SLEEP

SO friday will be booked for my dear zh muahaha! I wanna go shopping. :P I feel like i've been spending alot. But no matter how much i try to save, i'll still end up spending it! Sucks balls.

Btw school is starting to be a drag. Like really. I think i'm morphing into an old woman soon. or a cockroach. or some dickhead. k kidding. ARGHHH):

Classsss

2010-01-12T11:52:00.002+08:00

Hi I'm in school now and lovelle and I are itouching.. class
is soooooo boringgggg I wanna cry

Phooey

2010-01-09T00:05:00.004+08:00

1. Hi I'm very very tired
2. But I slept like a pig the whole day, with zhi hong
3. Something really bad happened and it freaked the both of us out
4. After a day of slacking and napping, we decided to have dinner at jurong point
5. I love my baby zh alot alot alot, like a mad ~~dog~~ girl

Oh and I'll blog about yesterday maybe tomorrow, If yknow what I mean. Other than that, I guess I'll be goin to bed pretty soon. Long day tomor, anticipating for a haircut and nat's bday party! Ciao!

Ps: today is actually friday. I blogged alittle too late.

Boo

2010-01-06T23:02:00.002+08:00

Massive headache nowww. Feel like banging my head rapidly against the wall. Yeah, stupid. Friday faster comeeee I really can't wait. Oh and I'm gonna chop off my hair.(hopefully) school normal normal. I think I only know how to say this. Been studying(alil) sleeping and itouching ever since I came home from school. My itouch is the source of Internet use whenever I'm lazy to on the freaken com. Lazy.com much?

584?

2010-01-05T22:49:00.003+08:00

Home right after school today, studied alittle before getting ready to meet zh :-) Had ikea for dinner! Even took cab home. I think i spent quite alot of $$$ today, i'll never be able to control... :/

Oh well! School's alright, neutral to me now. Started lessons already and im kinda interested in studying hard nowwww. It's a must right! And i've got like $200 from some good progress award thingy, plus my salary, it's like $$$ into the bank! Yippee i feel like it's all God's doings.

Friday friday faster come! Sushi and shopping with darling boy<3! And sat will be going to goooodest friend Nat's party! wooOOOohooo seems like my days are planned already :)

All the best to whoever's reading this dead blog! :) God blesss always!

Indie gold

2010-01-04T23:03:00.002+08:00

Today I spent my day after school having lunch at vivo with my girls. Other than that, school was boring thanks to those unnecessary talks.

Sigh. I really want you to be happy. As long as you're happy, everything will be okay.

03012010

2010-01-03T22:59:00.004+08:00

SCHoooooOOOooOOOooL is starting in afew hours time. Thank God there's schoooOOOoolbuS tomorroooOOOow.

My allowance for this year increased! :-) So it's easier to save money :P HAHA. And i can eat more!

Wanna know how I/we(zh and I) spend the last day of holiday? SLEEP. IN MY COSY ROOM. woohooooOOO we are pigs ftw. PIGS ROCK ON!!!!!!

nightssssssss ;)

oh and happy 2nd birthday my sweet little baby leia!

581: Church + Island creamery + Zh's stayover

2010-01-03T02:04:00.001+08:00

CHURCH WAS AWESOME FOR A START FOR 2010! :)
ISLAND CREAMERY WITH ZH AFTERTHAT WAS DOUBLE AWESOME :)
ZH'S IMPROMPTU STAYOVER WAS A TRIPLE AWESOME :)

love sat!

580: Love today

2010-01-01T18:55:00.004+08:00

580 means the 580th post of scribblytown! :) woohoooo

Love today cause went to sentosa with baby dawn annetta and nat! Baby came to send me there at first and decided to go too. :P Ha. Tanned for like ... half an hour - 45 mins? (I didnt tan) Dawn couldn't take the heat. LOL can. So then showered and bused all the way to coronation plaza to eat! Zh and I brought them there :P Too full to have island creamery so just went our parted ways. Zh came, OBVIOUSLY. Heehee.

Blah blah going to gramps for dinner later.

HAPPY NEW YEAR! May 2010 be a goooooooooooood one!

Lastly, my resolutions for 2010:
1) Study hard, get promoted to sec 5 :)
2) Last long with zh <3!
3) NO CONFLICTS
4) Go church often! and do quiet time.
5) Save money!
6) Eat more, grow fat, grow tall
7) Save the earth
8) Kick off laziness T___T
9) er wait thinking
10) BE HAPPY EVERYDAY. and i mean everyday. (i know abit impossible la) + try out new things + be prettier + be smarter aahahahaha = more than 10 resolutions alrd.

k bye :)